Yoni Healing Meditation #1
Welcome to our yoni reclamation meditation.
My name is Rosie and I'll be
guiding you through this visualization process.
I invite you to find a space where you can be
completely safe and and taking a seat on a pillow or
lying down on the floor or your bed becoming totally relaxed.
Bring your hands to your lower belly in yoni mudra
bringing the thumbs to touch below the navel and your
index fingers to touch just above the pubic bone creating
an upside down triangle on your womb space.
And let's take three deep, conscious breaths together.
Draw the breath in through the nostrils, filling up your
belly, letting the hands gently rise and blowing the air
out of your mouth, letting all the air deflate.
Ah.
Again, in through the nose.
Fill up, expand, and as you exhale, let
all the air tumble out of the mouth.
Ah.
Once more, deep, slow drawing of the breath
in through the nostrils, filling up your belly,
filling up your womb and exhale.
Let all the air escape.
Ah.
I invite you to bring a
moment in time into your awareness.
A moment where you felt as though you gave
a part of yourself away or where you feel
as though somebody took something from you.
It might have been a time when you
said no but your boundaries were crossed.
Perhaps it was a time where you were
intoxicated and you don't remember what happened.
A time when you felt deep shame inside your body.
Perhaps it was a time where
you felt demonized, you felt rejected.
You felt as though you have a
part of you that was underexpressed or
overexpressed and you shamed yourself for that.
Ask your Yoni's wisdom to show the parts of
you that you've held the most shame around.
It might have been a time when you were raped,
a time when you were penetrated without your will.
Maybe the time where you first had sex or
a time where you were touched on your vulva
or in your vagina when you weren't quite ready.
And once you have that memory, that experience sensed
in your womb or your yoni, I invite you
to feel how that makes you feel.
So allowing the feelings that remain underneath
the mask or the shield, the armor,
underneath all that rubble, what is underneath?
Do you feel sad?
Do you feel angry?
Do you feel rage?
Disconnect?
Disassociated?
Numb?
Shame?
Guilt?
Feel those feelings.
They're not good or bad.
They deserve to be felt and not hidden away.
If there are tears that want to
roll down your cheeks, please let them.
Tears are healing and cleansing,
particularly for your sexuality.
Let your body express the emotion that your yoni feels.
She might have been holding on to this for so long.
It's time to let it go because it's blocking you.
It's causing issues in your relationship.
It's causing you to not be as
fully orgasmic as you can be.
It's shutting you down in ways
that you can't even fathom.
And it wasn't your fault.
Notice if you're the type of person to turn the finger
onto you and point it at you and blame you when
it wasn't your fault, you dealt with the circumstance or the
experience in the way that you knew how.
Let your yoni feel the contraction, the tightening.
Perhaps it's like a gripping in the pelvic floor.
Or maybe it's a sensation of dryness.
Itchy burning, whatever it is.
Feel it fully.
Feel that feeling fully.
Express that feeling fully.
Aaah. Make the sound that that feeling
feels in your body holding yourself here.
It's okay that you feel the way you do.
It wasn't fair.
It wasn't okay.
But it changes now.
So you can visualize that person, that place, that feeling
in front of you now, and see that person, that
place or that feeling, holding in the palms of their
hands the most beautiful pink rose you've ever seen.
This rose embodies the parts of you, or the
part of you you feel as though you lost.
The part of you that you gave away or
that that person stole that wasn't theirs to steal.
This rose embodies that essence.
And it is time to reclaim this precious
pink rose back to its rightful place.
So I'd love you to visualize this rose
drawing towards your yoni and the person that's
holding it is offering you this rose.
The soul of this person where this
memory is anchored is deeply, deeply sorry.
Their soul self is so, so sorry.
Their higher self would have never done what they did if
they knew it would have caused this amount of harm.
And they no longer wish to take your
power away from you, and you no longer
wish to give them your divine sexual power.
And you are reclaiming this power through drawing, in,
calling in, inviting in this beautiful pink rose.
Visualizing it coming to the entrance of your
yoni, these beautiful velvet petals massaging the whole
vulva, feeling so divinely soft and sensual.
And feel into what this rose
symbolizes for you in this moment.
It might be that the rose embodies erotic innocence.
Maybe you feel as though your
innocence was taken from you.
And this rose is that erotic innocence that
you wish to feel again, that you wish
to establish back within your body.
Perhaps this rose embodies pleasure.
Maybe you've forgone your own divine sensual pleasure since
this has happened, and you want it back.
Maybe this rose embodies softness and tenderness and so
feel that coming back within the womb space.
Feel the rose entering your yoni.
With consent, this beautiful pink light emanating
up through the yoni, the vaginal canal.
And you can imagine this light is massaging and softening
the walls of the vagina, bringing her home, back to
her rightful throne, up, through and around the cervix, massaging
this beautiful rose around the walls of the cervix, imagining
the cervix like a bud melting.
Any tension or any cells around the cervix
that feel tensed or feel numb or feel
pain, letting the cervix feel soft, feel feminine,
feel relaxed, like she's not afraid anymore.
And then, with consent from the cervix, inviting
that rose energy, that beautiful pink light, in
and up inside the uterus, inside the womb.
And even if you don't have a uterus, visualizing
it through your whole lower abdomen, your ovaries being
infiltrated with this divine pink light, this pink rose
filling up the space of the womb.
All these fragments of yourself that you had given
away or that had been taken from you.
I want you to feel them coming back, like
being drawn back in, being sucked back in through
the vagina into the vortex of the womb.
And the person that was holding this rose standing
now in front of you with empty hands.
They bring them to their heart center, they bow their head
and they say whatever it is that you've been longing for
them to say it it might be an apology, it might
be for you to let it go now.
It might just be silence.
And then walking away
and disappearing, evaporating, dissolving.
And feeling this lightness in your field around you.
You've reclaimed a part of you that had
been lost and that is now yours.
Feel the power being reinstated in your womb.
What does this power feel like in your body?
What does this rose vibration feel like in your womb?
Take three breaths here to integrate this energy and
fully let go of that person, that experience, that
circumstance that has tainted your divine erotic innocence.
Feel that beautiful energy moving around your body like
liquid honey back home, back to its rightful owner.
And no one can ever take this from you ever again.
Visualize it sitting at the throne of your
womb, surrounded by crystals, surrounded by love, surrounded
by sparkles and glimmers of light.
Reclaiming your Yoni, reclaiming your power, reclaiming
your pleasure for you, your birthright.
And so I invite you for the remainder of this
day or this week to wear pink, to wear something
that makes you feel like this rose, to feel the
softness and yet this incredible strength and power of this
energy that's been reinstated in your body.
To feel that vibration and to not let
anything or anyone come into your yoni space
without full permission, consent, without a full body.
Yes.
So sliding your hands down over your vulva now
and take three breaths here to close the practice
sealing in this divine rose inside your being.
Ah, thanking your Yoni for her willingness
to show you the way today.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Stay in this space for as long as you feel called to.
And I invite you to meditate on this pink rose
every day for one week, either as soon as you
wake up in the morning or as soon as you
go to bed at night, spending three to four minutes.
Just visualizing this pink rose deep inside your
womb bringing that gentle smile into the womb
space as we close this practice.
Namaste.